jagash

*Job hunt is painful as always and i need something soon, just on the slave wage level which would let me take a few classes to improve my chances of getting a real job.
*Some portions of SnE are starting to wear on me. I like the place, but the combination of politics, moderation and a few personalities are starting to make it more draining then it might be worth.
*The relationship is fine, it's me who is failing/collapsing. I need to fail less and fix myself for the sake of others.
*I am tired. I really am.

I am really half tempted to just hide in the middle of nowhere and sleep for a couple months until things get better. If nothing else, i would at least fail to cause any more problems.

/whining