Behold, the mighty list of complaints and worries of Jagash the Unworthy.
Short term
- I am tired. This is understandable and perfectly normal considering i am recovering from one hell of a lot of sleep deprivation. Still, despite efforts toward recovery i am still messed up in terms of my sleeping pattern. Sleeping 12 hours is a normal response, being barely able to slumber for 4.5 hours the next evening is not. I am constantly crashing and it is starting to bother m'lady. I am determined to try to force myself into a normal sleeping pattern and ensure that i get atleast 8 hours a night until things improve.
- My appetite is shot. It doesn't surprise me after baking on an overnight shift and getting overwhelmed by stress. It still not quite fun to have the bloated-full feeling for days. Fortunately i have a brain in my head and do in fact eat despite what my stomach is telling me.
- Muscle pain sucks and surprises me. It's not like i'm exactly reaching for retirement here. I should be at my peak of physical shape rather then having this pain. Hell, i have good ergonomics at home yet it does nothing to prevent this discomfort.
Medium term- Need some form of employment, even if i only get 4 hours a week at minimum wage. I only need enough to get by while the larger job hunt is preformed and i take my optional classes.
- I just need to finish the physics class. I have something on the order of 8 lectures and 4 labs remaining and i just need to force myself to work at it a little bit longer. August 16th will be glorious.
Long term
- I need to emerge into the job market. All i need is something with potential to put me in my field. An indeterminate clerk job (CR03) would be astoundingly awesome.
- A real job will let me move out of Kanata and out of home. I love my folks, but the time for departure is approaching and i don't want to be stuck in a rut at home when the greater life awaits.
- I suppose i should travel, mostly to keep my folks off my back. I honestly don't see the thrill though and don't find it worth the expense.