Ya know

I am overall split between feeling good, hopeful for the future and depressed at no viable happiness ahead of me. The hell? I think it comes down to the fact that half of my life is progressive and the other half seems do be dying on me. Feck.

Oh well, no use whining. I just need to move on and try to ameliorate the situation best I can. I know that I am a decent person and I am capable of adapting to almost any circumstances. I just need to use that to positive ends.