Sober and unmotivated
Dec. 12th, 2008 10:00 pmThe daily good; I have been finding myself in a sober mood for the last few weeks. In general, I have periods of time when I drink a few shots or so every couple of days. Then I alternatively have long spans when I don't touch the stuff. I am in one of the latter moods of late, good for my liver and handy to prevent abuse of the delightful stuff.
I have much to do but I seem to be drained, with no appetite and the odd back pain. I need to volunteer and write of course, but other aspects include a need to unpack a few more boxes, put things on walls and optimize my kitchen so it doesn't annoy me. I just can't manage to rouse myself, even if I accept intellectually that I must do so. I hope that if I crash now and get some solid hours of sleep I should be able to get things accomplished tomorrow. At the least I need to get a gift for my little sister, buy some groceries and walk downtown for a dinner.
I have much to do but I seem to be drained, with no appetite and the odd back pain. I need to volunteer and write of course, but other aspects include a need to unpack a few more boxes, put things on walls and optimize my kitchen so it doesn't annoy me. I just can't manage to rouse myself, even if I accept intellectually that I must do so. I hope that if I crash now and get some solid hours of sleep I should be able to get things accomplished tomorrow. At the least I need to get a gift for my little sister, buy some groceries and walk downtown for a dinner.